Aku, Dia, Mereka dan Kami?

Susah bg aku nk utarakan pendapat sendiri

bila ak rasa ape yg ak ckp ni tak brapa nak betul..

it's not like what others keep on telling me isn't right,

it's just me.

Aku je yg tak reti bnda2 ni sume..

So far, i've been watching my friend--

eh, correction. 

bukan watching. aku ni bkn stalker.. (gelak sakan)

emm.. observing. yea, i've been observing her

and not just her alone.

aku perhatikan gelagat teman2 ak yg 

skrg ni tgk asyik bercinta..

deeply in love, omputih kate.

seronok je nampak diorg nih..

what is it that makes it so fun, no idea..

don't know..

don't wanna know..

at least for now..

maybe di suatu hari nnti.. (gelak lagi)

sedang ak perhatikan diorg2 sume nih..

ak nmpk pulak sorg gadis bermuram durja..

why?

mm.. my first impression is that she has problem with her family.

teet!

wrong.

well, maybe dia punye result turun kot...

teet! teet!

salah lagi. 

result apenye ni, exam pun belum..

wanna know why?

she's got some problem with her loved ones. 

loved one here tak bermksud mk bapak ye..

korg phm2 la sndirik.

tanye punye tanye,

dia tanak jawab..

so, i'm kinda frustrated and begin my journey

somewhere else.

kat tempat yg dimane ade org nk

berkungsi cerita ngan ak..

mklumlah..

blog ni kan,

LOVE.DOT.COM.. (gelak lagi dan lagi..)

kate ma aku,

"ma tak kisah kak nak kawin time study."

aku terpinga2. What the? 

Ma, org takde calon lagi laa..

huhu

"Tapi mcm mne pun, kawin tu mesti. Hmm.. kalo kak nak cari calon time kerja pun takpe,"

Haa.. That's more like it, ma!!

"Tapi harap2nye ma hidup lg mse tu nk tgk kak kawin,"

Perghhh! ayat..

ma aku ni.. pandai pulak dia buat

org yg keras hati mcm ak ni

rase simpati.. huhu

ape2 je la ma.. kalau ade jodoh tu,

kak kawin la..

kalau dah lambat nak buat cane..

huhu..

ape2 pun.. aku rase, ragam2 mcm tu

dah sebati dlm hidup anak mude skrg ni..

kan?

desakan ke arah alam rumah tangga..

and i think i'm not the only one facing this..

although there might be some parents

who didn't want their daughter to get

married early, aku rase kawin awal ni

tak de la salah mane pun.. 

cume kite kena la pandai bawak diri..

mix around with the environment~

ni tak, dah kawin buat perangai cam anak dara..

haa.. yg tu x mau laa..

actually...

entri ni langsung tak de tujuan..

aku tak tau nk tulis ape laa..

sbb ak masih x dpt crite lg yg nk dimasukkn dlm

LOVE.DOT.COM

ni..

nantila aku godek2 cerita2 yg best..

mne tau kot2

cerita yg ak paparkan ni

adalah 

live experience korang sume..

who knows?

bile lg nk mengimbau kenangan silam kan?

hehe

kate org putih,

"It's the past who shaped you to be who you are now,"

kan? (laugh)

so, kalau korang nk berkongsi ape2 cite yg best2..

do visit this blog often.

so..

Chow shin can!