-i'm torn-

TORN

--Natalie Imbruglia--

I thought I saw a man brought to life..

He was warm

He came around

and he was dignified..

He showed me what it was to cry..

Well YOU couldn't be that man I adored..

You don't seem to know

Seem to care

what your heart is for..

But i don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie

The conversation has run dry

That's what's going on..

Nothing's fine 

I'm torn..

I'm all out of faith

this is how i feel..

I'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor..

Illusions never changed

into something real..

i'm wide awake and i can see

the perfect sky is torn..

You're a little late

i'm already torn...

So i guess the fortune teller's right..

Should have seen

just what was there and not some holy light..

it crawled beneath my veins

and now

I don't care

I had no luck

I don't miss it all that much..

There's just so many things

that i can touch

I'm torn..

I'm all out of faith

this is how i feel..

I'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor..

Illusions never changed

into something real..

i'm wide awake and i can see

the perfect sky is torn..

You're a little late

i'm already torn..

torn..

There's nothing where he used to lie

My inspiration has run dry

That's what's going on..

Nothing's right

I'm torn..

I'm all out of faith

this is how i feel..

I'm cold and I am shamed

lying naked on the floor

Illusions never changed

into something real..

i'm wide awake and i can see

the perfect sky is torn..

I'm all out of faith

this is how i feel..

I'm cold and I am shamed

bound and broken on the floor...

You're a little late

i'm already torn..

torn..

Syg korg..!

Sheera
syeeirra@yahoo.com

6 Ways To Love

6 Ways to Love 

1. Hug them.

- Yg ni korg kene phm2 la..

kalo da jd laki bini bole la hug-hug ni~

*haha*

but seriously, our partner will be

seriously happy if we hug 'em.

Cuba la peluk ayah ke, mak ke..

nescaye korg akn dpt ape yg korg nak. hahaha

Kak: "Mak, duit kak dah abis beli dot dot dot..  huhu,"

*peluk mak*

 Mak: "Hmm.. dah dah.. nak brape duitnye?"

Kak: "Hehehe,"

Kalo korg rase tak malu,
u r free to use this tactic!
kuang3..

Kalau tak pun..

Abg (suami): "Syg, org yg syg nampak tu bkn abg.. pelanduk dua serupa tuh~"

*peluk isteri*

Syg (Isteri):  Ye ke... tapi kaler baju pun mcm bju abg ni..

*peluk lagi*

Abg (Suami): Mne ader...

Syg (Isteri): ok fine. ayg silap kot~

Hmm.. yg ni..
kalo aku dpt suami cam ni..
aku ketuk2 kasi hancuq!
hahaa.. peluk ke hape ke..
kalo dah nyate curang,
no way man!

2.  Write a love note.

- Hurm.. yg ni org dah tak pakai dah~

mostly people use emel or sms je senang..

*haha*

tapi, kalau kdg2 hantar birthday card ke..

kad raye ke..

pun okey gak..

x semestinye love note, kan? 

coz if u send love notes everyday,

GF/BF korg mesti boring gile wa cakap lu ah..

n korg pun msti tade idea of what to write.. haha

Korang boleh je hantar note mcm,

"Miss you Always~"

tak pun..
"You r my sunshine,"
n tak semestinye tulis
"I love u," jer..
"You r the best thing that has ever happened to me," ke..
bru romentix!
Haa..tak semestinye ayat panjang,
korang tulis 2 baris pun dah cukup..
paling minimum 2 patah pun takpe..
sbb kalo tulis panjang2
kene cop jiwang karat plak..
nanti hilang macho korang~ hahaa


Ni tak, muke dah macho,
note tu
tulis pulak camni..
"Lautan api sanggup ku redahi~"
halammakk~
leleh btol!
x rock la camniii~
*hahaha*

3.  Call them at work just to say 'Hi'

-This one u must do. Haha.. tapi x de la setiap

seminit kol pakwe tanye kerja okey tak~

silap2 hrbulan korang kene cerai.. hahaha

just do it to show u care jer..

Ni tak, asal kol je tanye,

"Abg kat ne ni?"

"Ngah buat pe ni?"

"Kuar ngan sape?"

"Haa? Lunch ngan org mane ni?"

"Dah makan belum?"

"habis kerja belum?"

"Bizi tak ni?"

"Ganggu tak ni?"

AKU, pling benci org kol semate2 nak tanye benda2
camni..
Bagi aku, biar kol tu singkat jangkamasenye..
tapi penuh bermakna..
Mcm kol tanye,

"How's ur day?" ker..

N kalo nk kol pulak,
 u musta pick the right time..
jgn selambe badak je kol..
sukati korang je nak kol bile2..
at least sblum nk kol tu,
sms dulu..
kot2 la dia ade hal,
x de la dia terase rimas sgt, kan? kan?

4. Give them a foot message.

- Yg ni aku suke. Haha.. kalau ad org urut 

kaki aku la.. haha.. tapi pndai2 la.. da kawin

bole la urut mengurut ni..

kalo tak kawin lagi..

u might as well just urut mak bapak sudaa..

hahaha

5. Tell them a joke.

- Pastikan joke tu betul2 kelakar.

Korg ade hati nk buat lawak,

tapi tak kelakar..

ntah2 korg yg kena sepak nanti.. hahaha

Tapi jgn pulak korg buat lawak pelik2..
yang *tuut tuut* tak boleh!
ish. ade ke org buat lawak luchs~
tak bek tau..
haaa.. korg kalo nk yg betul2 klaka..
rajin2 la surf internet carik.. hhehee


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6. Say I love You.

- Haa.. ikhlas tu mesti~ hhihi..

kalo stakat main kat mulut je

pe jadah nyer.. kan?

hahaha.. tanak la pulak

setiap hari ckp i love you,

geli eden..

biole kena ngan tempat dan waktunye..

hari2 kebesaran..

like his/her birthday ke, your anniversary ke..

so on so forth.. :)

Tapi kan, bagi aku..
aku tak kisah if the person didn't mention the 3 words.
as long as aku tahu tahap keikhlasan dia sudahh~
sbb kalo dah betul2 cinta..

u don't need words to express.. kan?

u know it when u look in the eye..

kan best kalo aku dpt jumpe org yg buat sume ni kat aku~

huhu
*sigh*
bile la agaknye tu~

ADIEU!

Syg korg..!

Sheera
syeeirra@yahoo.com

Full Rumah?!

surprise, surprise..!

Smalam, stelah ak bertungkus lumus

menonnton Full House, 

*mcm x sedar diri je exam dah dekat*

i've come across one quote.

quote yg sgt sweet, n in which for me

aku sgt sukekan ayatnye.

"If you love someone, you will be protecting him..

You can protect her, coz i'll always be protecting you." (Han Ji-Eun; Full House)

lebih kurg camtu la.. salah silap tatau la tu yer.. hihi

awww~ cinta 3 segi doe.. huhuhuu

i almost cried watching that part~

keyword: ALMOST.

sbb tgk pun skip2 jer..

gilo nk tgk smpai abis.. *buku x bce ag* hihi

oleh sbb aku tgk skip2..

feeling pun kurang r..

huhuhu..

nnti2 r tgk balik.. kuang3..

sgt sedih T-T

ape2pun.. this kinda thing always occurs in our life, kan?

tak dapat nk elak.

n even if kita cuba nak elak pun~

i don't think we can, kan?

aku mmg ber'pengalaman' dlm bnda2 mcm ni~

expert la, bak kte omputtis.. *haha*

but in my case, *mostly la* the guy didn't even know i'm having crush..

hahaa..

aku ni penakot.. takut nk luahkan.. *haha*

bongok btul la..

tapi it's true.. skolah mnengah pun mcm tu..

matrik pun mcm tu..

haha..

so i was thinkin'..

if only i have the guts to tell him how i feel..

maybe he would consider me, kan?

hahaha..

tapi sume yg ak suke mesti da ade awek..

asek2 camtu..

somehow i was wonderin' if my taste ni mmg BF org.. hahaa

tapi tadela pulak aku nk rampas BF org..

jus memendam rase je..

mostly in my case mmg camtu la..

n in the end, 

aku je la yg terluke..

sbb no one knows i'm having this feeling..

huhu..

org yg knal ak maybe perasan..

but i must admit..

i'm an expert dlm bab2 sembunyi2 perasaan ni..

n somehow my friends will never suspect anything.

*yeke?*

tapi tu cume pandangan aku jer..

kalo kwn2 aku yg bace ni n diorg

suddenly think of sumthing yg pelik2 tu..

shake it off please!! *hehe*

there's nothing wrong wif me!

i'm not having crush towards someone!

i'm just being unstable~

*hahahahaha*

Syg korg..!

Sheera
syeeirra@yahoo.com

Valentine's Day?

Muhahaha~ *gelak sakan*

eh.. ape lak aku ni..

ade ke stat entri ngan gelak setan camtu.. hehe

ehem3 *urut tekak*

PENGUMUMAN!

oleh kerane hari ni hari Jumaat~

hari yg mulia, hari bahagia

hari yg cukup redup untuk tido..

hari yg cukup sejuk untuk aku tgk citer hantu *heehehe*

ape2pun oleh kerane hari ni Hari Jumaat..

oleh itu, 

i've got the chance to update this blog yg dah kusam

coz i haven't find any interesting stories.

*fuuh*

hmh.. *kesat peluh*

ape2pun.. hari ni

is it safe for me to open up a new topic?

muhahaha

hari ni, aku nk bukak kisah

VALENTINE'S DAY.

bukan ape.. wpun 14hb Feb

lambat gile lagi..

tapi i'm just trying to inform

u guys about these kind of things that

sesetengah org kat Malaysia

ni suke sambut~

Key word: *sesetangah*

Kalo mengikut sumber WIKIPEDIA,

dari pembacaan aku,

VALENTINE'S DAY is originated from

Roman.

Yup.

Asal benda alah ni dari Roman,

n VALENTINE'S DAY ni deberi name

sempena name 

Saint Valentine,

yang mane org ni adelah seorang

Martyr kat Roman nuh~

Kalo korang nak tahu ape maksud Martyr tu,

aku dah tgk kamus longman pun. *hehe*

MARTYR

Maksudnye:

"..someone who dies for their religious or political beliefs and is admired by people for this,"

Maksudnye, dia ni mati atas sebab2 tertentu, dan

diagung2kan oleh pihak Kristian, serta disanjung dan

ape2lah.

yg pentingnye, oleh kerana dia mati pada 14hb Februari,

sbb tu la hari Valentine disambut.

Alkisahnye cerite tentang mamat ni,

dia ni seorang paderi.

Martyred Priest.

Paderi yg bnyk menyumbang dlm hal ehwal agame diorang la kut~

Nak dijadikan citer, pd zaman pemerintahan Claudius II,

raje Roman ni, 

that time, there was this huge generally Christianity prosecution. 

maksudnye kat sini..

ermm.. cane nak cakap ek?

mase tu somewhat ade krisis la ngan Kristian ni..

*betulkan kalo ak salah*

So, Saint Valentine ni,

dia tolong org2 Kristian tu;

as in giving aids to them.

Ape jenis pertolongan, tak tahu la plak..

and so, 

when the king finds out, dia pun kena tangkap laa..

kate org, dia kena pukul dgn *klub,

as in 'club' yg mane kalo korang perasan

'club' kat sini bukan maksudnye klab dangdut ke hape,

tapi 'golf club,'

maybe lebih kurang mcm tu la..

sbb mase zaman tu, 'golf' tak wujud lagi, n ade sebabnye

knape diorang panggil kayu golf tu, 'golf club,'

'club' kat sini maksudnye benda yang panjang

dan maybe somewhat berat dan diperbuat dari besi.

club ni, kalo tak silap aku adelah sejenis

senjate time zaman tu~

n bentuknye lebuh kurang kayu golf la..

cume bezanye skarang,

people use club to play golf. haha

Laki ni ditangkap sbb bantu Kristian

n for marrying Cristian couples.

Lepas kena pukul ngan club tu,

dia di gantung sampe mati.

sebabnye kat sini, kesalahan yg

dia buat tu pd mase tu di kira

JENAYAH.

Jadi.

adekah kita menyambut hari Valentine,

iaitu hari untuk mengingati seorang PENjenayah?

hm..

fikir-fikirkan lah.

ntah ape pekdahnye korang sambut hari valentine ni.

Kalo korang sambut Nuzul Quran,

sejuk sikit hari mak bapak.

Ni tak,

nak jugak sambut hari Valentine tu.

Lain kali, sblum sambut hari ape2..

bace dulu sejarahnye.

Baru kita tahu~

kan? kan?

ADIEU!

Syg korg..!

Sheera
syeeirra@yahoo.com

Salah Fakta nih!

 Hurmm..

hari ini~ kawan aku telah mghadapi

the worst day of her life.. (mengikut kte dia la..)

eh.. tapi dia tak kate pun mcm tu

it's just me making an assumption lah.. huhu

ape2lah..

tapi kan, 

she has been a victim.

Mangsa keadaan di dlm Facebook..

ye la.. FB je pun..

it's not serious kan?

tapi masalahnyer..

agak seyes la apebile melibatkan percintaan, kan?

so that's why her story is gettin' into my blog.

*laugh*

kuang3..

sbnrnye.. nk dijdkan citer..

ad sorg mamat ni *amat 

(ak tak tw la dia punye degree minat tu thp mne,)

minat kat kwn aku yg sorg ni~

ye la, bak kate org, 

when you love somebody, it shows..

so, aku sbgai kawn kepada kwn aku ni

nampak..

it shows right on his face.

*smile*

aku ni ape lg..

ak ni taleh thn kalo de prob2 mcm ni~

mule la nk campur tngan..

huhu.. little that i know, my *campur tangan*

dalam dia punye hal peribadi ni

brings misfortune to her..

huhu

aku ni jahat la.. 

*nangis tersedu2*

aku ni bkn ape, 

bkn bizi bodi..

ak suke ngusik je..

aku suke ngusik dia ngan mamat tu..

agak2 nye lahkan..

mamat tu ingat kwn aku siyes minat kat dia kot~

pdhal kwn ak tak lyn pon..

uhuhu

salah aku la tu~ 

*sedih*

whatever-lah.

let's move on.

setelah diusik2, 

kwn aku telah ditegur oleh beberape org hambe Allah ni

"eh, betulke awk kapel ngan mamat tu?"

Hm.. 

she's kind of *cuak*

sbb bnda ni tak betul.. n she told me about that..

n i apologized to her.. so

i decided that i won't interfere

n tak kan online FB kerap2 lagi..

coz tiap kali ak on9 je..

ade je masalah~

hhuhu

so, skrg, aku mmg dah jrg gler on9..

n taleh nak salahkn sbb masalah tu gak,

coz there's other problem too..

apekah?

taknak la ak gitau..

so.. nk dijadikan citer..

setelah beberape minggu ak tak on9 FB

*TIPU!*

haha takde la x on9 langsung~

on9 tapi kejap2 je..

huhu

terbitlah suatu lg penceritaan yg  x betul..

in which aku tak thu sapekah

manusia yg MENGOM yg sebarkan bnda fitnah ni.

Ade ke dia kate kwn ak pi declare kat FB yg dia kapel ngan mamat tu..

*ish!*

aku yg dgr ni rase panas je.

i'm thinkin of removin him from my FB list..

tapi x jadi..

maybe it's not his fault, kan?

so, ak taleh nak judge pape,

coz everything starts from me, kan?

so.. whatever-lah.

aku tutup sblah mate je la.

actually, first2

ak ade gak suh kwn ak ni remove mamat tu dr dia punye FB..

pastu aku ckp balik, tak yah la..

just ignore it.

x lame nnti hilangla tu..

huhu

tak tau la kalo dia buat betul2.. *hhuhu*

kalo dia buat betul (remove mamat tu) tak tau la ak..

Tapi bile pk2 balik.. biasela tu

bile kite jatuh cinta, biasenye kawn2 kite yg lebey.. kan? kan?

agak2nye ni sume kwn2 dia kot..

takde la plk ak nk ckp

his friends r the one who did this *fitnah* thingy

tapi biasela mulut org,

lain kita usik, lain yg diorg tangkap..

agaknye itu yg berlaku~

so.

in the end..

anyone who wanna contact me

plez message me, or juz email me.

or maybe u could just pop into my blog n say hello. *grins*

ak akan off9 selalu

sbb tanak timbulkan kontroversi lg dah~

i'm sick of it.

cukupla dgn segala kontroversi2 yg aku dah cetuskan

sblum ni..

it ended up hurting me more.

wpun sbnrnye ak yg salah..

pastu aku yg kne balik.

haha

pdn muke aku~

blsan sbb suke mengusik!

*gelak guling2*

adieu!

Syg korg..!

Sheera
syeeirra@yahoo.com

Accidental..

Hurm.. korang tahu tak..

hari ni,

as in bru je tadi..

*1:20 a.m.*

sambil2 ak buat assignment English Study

yg Mdm Akmar punye tuh~

Hehe..

punyela khusyuk buat esemen, tibe2

my hands just kind of.. swoosh!

and voila!

i'm into somebody's blog.. *gelak*

ape2lah..

Actually, blog ni ntah blog sape ntah~

sedap kemain je ak masuk.. *gelak*

the most important is, i know HE is not

a GIRL..

haha~

Dia ni kartunis kot.. sbb ak tgk dlm dia punye

blog, penuh ngan gambar katun2 yg dia lukis~

N somehow..

most it the cartoons were like.. *tuut tuut*

off limits.

X buleh divisit oleh gadis2 yg suci mcm aku ni~

sbb sgt la kutur bhse2 yg digunekan beliau..

apetah lg lukisan yg ditonjolkan.. sangat *lucahs*

huhu..

tu sbbnye

ak TEKANkan kt sini..

it was ACCIDENTAL.

huhu.. x sengaje beb.. biasenye laman2 mcm ni

KPM block..

ye la kan, ak ni tade duet nk beli broadband..

so menagih ihsan WiFi jer.. 

haha..

tapi maybe because it's a blog,

jadi.. terlepas. 

And.. the guy is a buddhist.

so, x heran la kan..

kalo org Islam, ak heran la jugak....

ade ke org Islam buat blog camtu.. 

harap2nye tade la kan

tapi, ape yg kite thu~

lagi2 dunia ni dah tua..

N plus, i've read articles about..

MALAYSIAN's PRIEST (Paderi Melayu)

n I was like, "ookay, what the heck?"

Haih~ ape la nk jadi ngan manusia zaman sekarang..

Mesti korg pelik kan..

This blog is supposed to be about Love.

Namenye pun dah Love.Dot.Com..

But it's not wrong, kan?

I do love my religion, and in fact,

I'm proud of it.

yeah!

so, Love.dot.com can be abut almost everything~

as long as it's about love..

Cinta kan bnyk cabang~

tak semestinye kalau ckp pasal cinta je..

we'll hear about *tuut*

kat ibu bapa pun cinta maa..

kat kawan-kwan pun meh~

haha~

*termenung kejap*

rupa2 nye otak aku dah tercemar.

huwaaa..

it's okay~ jadikan ni pengajaran..

a lesson to be learned. 

ni la org kate pengaruh internet.

dasat gler kowt~

tekan tekan kuar lain..

tekan lain kuar lain..

tekan kuar lain lain..?

....

ngarut la aku ni.

Tapi seyes, that blog was like *phew~*

naseb bek gambar katun~

kalau letaknye gambar orang..

pengsan aku yg suci ni *faints*

Biasela..

aku ni kalo dah tade kerja..

i'll be reading others blogs.

seronok bace cerita2 org..

kelakar pun ade..

yg sedih pun banyak..

Dan kat sini, aku nak kongsi satu quote yg aku dpt

dari satu blog ni~

"You can't get rid of your fears,

but you can try living with it~"

it's sooooo true!

kan? kan?

Tapi bile pk2 balik..

macammane tu..

how do i live with my fear?

ketakutan terbesar aku ialah..

*jeng jeng jeng*

aku.. aku acrophobic!

takut tinggi..

gayat~ *gelak*

so, macamane tu..?

bole la kalo sesape tahu, 

how do i live with my fear..?

*aku bagi seposen kalo sape2 bole jawab*

hahaha~

*sigh*

takut tau tmpat tinggi2 ni.

*sigh*

Syg korg..!

Sheera
syeeirra@yahoo.com