I had lost another one of my best friends.
The one i considered to be kind of
important to me..
The one that always be there for me
whenever i had bunches of problems..
The one that always be there for me
in my ups and downs.
the one i shared my problems with..
the one that claimed he knew me more than anyone else..
why?
I don't know.
Part of it is my fault.
I was being selfish that
I thought we can stay be friends
after all that happened.
I guess I was wrong.
nothing would ever be the same anymore.
Part of me was angry.
Part of me said that I couldn't blame anyone.
Part of me was disappointed.
A tiny part of me was glad it happened.
At least i'm not cheating anyone.
I'm not cheating myself, or him.
The only and the last thing i asked was that for us to
be like how we used to be before all
of these happened.
but i guess i'm hoping for the impossible.
i'll pray for u to meet someone better.
I'll pray for u to be happy always.
Thank you for being with me when I need you..
I'm sorry all of these had to happen.
it's for the best.
I love you
and i miss you,
as a friend.
Syg korg..!
