Promise!

ookayy~
i've seen, uh, read sumone's blog today.. (kind of secretively >-<)
and i'm quite ashamed.
not really ashamed of what's her writing about, (yeah, it's a she, tQ XD)
and also not ashamed for doing it secretively, (hey, a blog is to be read, rite?? XD)
but it's because all of her writings were..
well, in English. Pure and very.. GOOD English.

i'm taken aback. not really REALLY taken aback, it's like the metaphor for that.. haha


but i kind of heard my pride falling..
exactly breakin into pieces, fallin to the ground, flying outside the window--blah blah blah..

well, i'm a TESL-ian.
and yet, what did i do?


i do blogs..?
yup2.. correct..
but the point is, i wrote my entries in.. well, BAHASA!

and to make it worst,
in Bahasa Rojak! (u can say what u want, like i care. call it bhs pasar or whatsoever.)
and my blog is.. honestly saying..
is a rubbish.

like this one. but only this time it's a blog. hehehe

Point taken, shira. yes, u r a dumb. =-=''
u should be aware to use the language properly..
n yet u wrote blog in BM?! (no offense for anyone)
well, nothing's wrong with Bahasa actually.
i just feel.. well..
a little humiliated..
for not being more, how can i put this..
for not being a good TESL-ian.

yes. that's the thing.



really really honestly saying..
i don't know what to put in this blog..
i can't go around and spill all my secrets in my blog, can I?
well, i CAN do that..
but then it will be like, a stupid thing to do.

well.

i'm not smart either.>-<

anyway.. back to the said girl..
well, her blog was like, amazing!
i just, kind of popped into her Facebook account and saw her
url address from her profile..
so i was like,
why not just give it a try?
no harm done.
u're just reading. hehehe



uh...

mm.. well..


okay fine.
so i admit.
i knew that girl. hurrah!
i purposely went to her page and read her blog.

i repeat. i purposely!


i'm so wretched.



anywayyyy..

i like her style of writing.
haven't i mentioned that i write fanfics too?
well, i'm still an amateur.. well, need a lot of training..
but honestly,
i get my style of writing by
being so obsessed by the fanfics.

to be exact, anime fanfics.

Usually, i'm not really into korean fanfics..
but then recently.. i'm kinda..
well, trapped into 'em. hehe


well, her style was like.. pretty casual.
and i like that. one thing that made me rather.. amused was that
she was able to pour everything of her mind into her blog.
me?
i'm different.
i'm not into 1st person p.o.v. (point of view)..

i don't know why, but
when i write 1st person p.o.v,
my writing would be like.. well.. this entry. haha
very plain.. and NOTHING.

that's why i'm into omniscience p.o.v.
haha~ i love taking advantages of my characters.
for example, i can make anything to be a reality.
not really a reality. but a reality in the fic. hehhee



well, i have a promise to make.
i, Nurul Syahirah.. hereby promised that i
will try to write entries in English.
Keywords. "will try". hehehe

or maybe my entries can be like, one in English and one in Bahasa.
well. no harm done.
i can do that.
hehhehehe