Crush

*love is in the air*

well. kelakar gak bia ingat balik

peristiwa cinta monyet zaman dulu - dulu kan?

well, certain people have A LOT of crushes. 

I mean REALLY a lot like my friend, dia minat

dekat ramai gila org. haha

but as for me..

dalam sepanjang hidup aku ni

aku cuma minat 3 org je.

hehe.
sorg masa primary school,

sorg masa high school,

and another one masa matrix.

masa primary school.

budak laki ni aku bagi nama Fikri la.
dia adelh seorg yg cool.
dia jiran aku sebenarnya. haha
but not actually jiran sebelah rumah.. tp boleh dikatakan jiran la.
dia tinggi, putih. muka innocent.
and he's got a very cute smile.
he is 2 years older than me.
masa ni aku umo 12 thn..
baru na merasa cinta. ahaks.
tapi then again, when i was in form 1, dia pindah and i didn't
know or hear anything from him since then.
patahhhhla hatikuu~




masa highschool.

this guy aku kasi nama syahmi.
aku suka kat dia masa aku form 3..
dan aku sgt sgt sgt sgt suka beliau.
beliau berkarisma kot.
dia punya rupa lebih kurg dgn fikri.
tall, lean, putih and ala - ala chinese sikit.
he was a prefect at school, and i can't help to admire him.
dah la budak pandai, and if im  not mistaken, he
dia dapat tinggi jugak la masa spm, though i didn't remember how much.
haha.

aku patah hati dgn yg ni sebab dia dh ada awek.
huhuk. sebab dia rahsiakan awek dia dr budak kelas dia tau..
tup - tup masa aku form 4 dia reveal awek dia.
sikit punya cantk..
aku jeles r. ahaha.
patah lagi hati akuuu~


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start dr tu la aku start makan
and then slowly gaining my weight,
and my confidence level vaporized.

because i'm FAT!
hate him for this.



masa matrix.


this guy i called him faizal.
dia lain sikit dr dua org tadi, coz he's not that fair.
tai dia tak gelap. sawo matag.
rupa dia cool, dan aku rasa what makes me attracted to him was his charisma.
he's not even handsome pun.
we used to be best friends for a while
but then, we lost contact after matrix.
i lost his number.
pataaahhh hatii lagi. haha



masa kat IPG.

well. setakat ni belum ada sesiapa lg yg berjaya menambat hati aku.
but i had my eyes on this guy.
tapi tu la, it's just a crush..
not a real love pun, i think.
but i'm not gonna put hopes on this.
sebab aku tahu mustahil.
hahahaa.
org macam dia tu ramai je org lain minat.
i won't stand a chance.

so. stop daydreaming!

Syg korg..!

Sheera

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